Miss M":25p4kbkd said:
skysthelimit":25p4kbkd said:
I find the way that a lot (well it seems that way) of people on this forum are living, very appealing. You have freedoms to do things I never will be able to, and that allows you to make more conscientious choices about the things you do. It seems so simple to you, so practical, so harmonious. But for me it's just a dream.
Don't give up, Sky... not too long ago, that was my reality. I never saw this coming!
I only say never because at 35, with $70,000 of student loans to my name, and no credit to my name, I cannot afford to mortgage a house in the city much less afford a a house with acreage. And at this age, I can't physically farm by myself for much longer, my body will not be able to do it, I can just manage the property I am on now. I am already experiencing sharp back pains from ten years of building things myself, pouring concrete, digging posts, etc. Life gets real tight real quickly and the fairy tale becomes reality.<br /><br />__________ Thu Jan 17, 2013 6:45 am __________<br /><br />
Zab":25p4kbkd said:
You just don't like seeing food being anywhere else than on a plate, ready to eat, because you don't want to think of where it has been - am I right on this?
I don't mind someone else preparing it, I just find that handling it myself makes it unappealing as the final product to eat. I feel this way about store bought meat as well. I find that looking at the raw texture, especially chicken, and touching it, pretty much ruins my appetite. I have no problem even discussing the little meat ball while I'm eating, by name, I look at the sheep I herd as little meat packages. I could kill them and readily eat them if someone else does the butchering and preparing. Handling meat is just nasty.
I don't care much for restaurants either. Some human, who I can't trust to wash their hands, prepared it. I don't know what they did to it, I have no idea what their standard of cleanliness is, and I don't really trust it. If the physical space is not clean I won't eat it either. I eat what my mom cooks and everyone else is suspect, though I have learned to eat things put in front of me for the sake of fellowship. Strange, yes, but we all have our problems, defects and Persian flaws, I have many, that's why I see no reason for me to impose my views on others, or reproduce myself.
If that's turning a blind eye, well yes, but remember this is a country that has a high abortion rate, child abuse and neglect, something much nearer and closer to my heart than animals. If we can do that, you really think animals suffering for our needs is something we pay heed to?