Happy Easter, Grumpy. It seems like the wrong thing to say, given the circumstances, but I feel hopeful that your pendulum, having so far in one direction, is poised to start swinging back.
It is hard to write when so much around you is going wrong. My creativity is always the first thing to suffer when life goes off the tracks. But when I don't write, I don't feel whole.
I've been trying to learn to compartmentalize so that even when times are bad, the good things are protected. At 67, in a family where only one person has see 80, I'm very conscious that I don't have unlimited time left to complete the things that are important to me. So I am determined to keep from wasting any of it.
If you need to talk anytime, Grumpy, don't hesitate to PM me. I feel a close kinship to you, and I'd be happy to listen and help if I can. (((HUGS)))