I haven't called the vet yet, but we've been using the same vet for over a decade, and I trust her very much. She trusts the owner's judgement, and put down my ferret for less than 20$, when another vet in town wanted over 200$ for it. I don't imagine putting down a baby rabbit would be any more, when the ferret weighed as much as my buck does. Not that it matters either way, because I don't have 20$ to my name right now.
I don't know what to do. I feel like giving it all up, because I feel like a failure. I should have been looking at their eyes from the day they opened, so there wouldn't be a question if he's been like this since they opened or what. I feel like I don't have a right to breed rabbits because I don't have the moral fiber to bludgeon a rabbit to death. I feel like I failed this poor little guy. I just feel sick as hell about all of it.
I don't know what to do. I feel like giving it all up, because I feel like a failure. I should have been looking at their eyes from the day they opened, so there wouldn't be a question if he's been like this since they opened or what. I feel like I don't have a right to breed rabbits because I don't have the moral fiber to bludgeon a rabbit to death. I feel like I failed this poor little guy. I just feel sick as hell about all of it.