Shara
Well-known member
I know I am being silly, but I dont want to move. I cant stop crying. caelin has been crying for the tv, and he broke into tears when the couch sold. I dont want to start over again. I have so many freinds here now, why did I have to make freinds with people when we got fired? I feel like Im losing everything. I am scared it wont work out, but we are guarrenteed to be homeless if we stay. What a shitty birthday present this year.
Last year was so happy, I got a job, found out we were having a baby a week later, and I really thought we'd be here for a few years. I had so many plans, but it was so short...it only lasted a year, then nothing. now we're moving, and as much as I tried and thought I was happy about it, Im not. I DONT WANT TO MOVE!!!
So many things are up in the air, winter is coming, and we have a camper, but think of being snow bound in a camper with two babies?!
Im sure everything will be fine, and I try to put it in gods hands, he has always provided for us before....but it is really so hard. I dont know. Hubby doesnt understad, and my freinds here arent moving. I guess I just needed to bawl it out to someone.
Last year was so happy, I got a job, found out we were having a baby a week later, and I really thought we'd be here for a few years. I had so many plans, but it was so short...it only lasted a year, then nothing. now we're moving, and as much as I tried and thought I was happy about it, Im not. I DONT WANT TO MOVE!!!
So many things are up in the air, winter is coming, and we have a camper, but think of being snow bound in a camper with two babies?!
Im sure everything will be fine, and I try to put it in gods hands, he has always provided for us before....but it is really so hard. I dont know. Hubby doesnt understad, and my freinds here arent moving. I guess I just needed to bawl it out to someone.